this is insane

Kuya called me yesterday and asked me how I'm doing. He said that Mom and Dad are asking him if I've been telling him anything. He said that they're worried. Mom actually used the words "hanky-panky".

Oh my God! This is really unbelieveable. I thought my parents knew me. I thought they knew that I'm not that kind of girl. That they raised me better than that. I found all this laughable. I was a little hurt though. I understand that they have to worry about their little girl, but this stuff didn't happen to my brother. They can believe what they want to believe. But it's the truth. I'm not going to be the kind of girl who would let guys take advantage of her. I'm not going to be the kind of girl who...takes part in "hanky-panky". I'm not going to lose my virginity to a man who isn't married to me. That's right--I'm waiting till marriage. And if that means I lose boyfriend and boyfriend after that, if that means I never get married, then so be it. I've been alone for all my teen years, what's the next 60? Or 70? Bring it on.

And that was just ONE DATE! And not a "real date" at that since I told him I just want to be friends. Is it a date if the feeling's not mutual? Anyway...

Back to normal. I love the West Portal Produce Market! I bought spring salad, two squashes, mushrooms, 3 nectarines, 2 peaches, blueberries, and carrots. All for 6 bucks even. Nice. Tomorrow is my friend's birthday. We're eating at Benihana's and seeing "Harold and Maude" at the Red Vic. Doubly nice. For her birthday, I'm taking her to a show at the Rickshaw Stop. It'll be fun.

recently seen:
1. Pirates 2
2. A Scanner Darkly