my chemical romance

You have to see their music videos. Beautiful. Cinematic. Especially "Helena" and "Ghost of You". I'm not a huge fan of their music, but those songs with those images--amazing. It would be so cool to work with them on a video.

So, I volunteered yesterday. It went okay. The girls were nicer this time. It was hard at times to initiate conversation because they'll just walk away without regret. A staff member was telling me that they're used to temporary. People coming in and out of their lives. They don't want to create relationships because they know that it won't last long anyway. I can't fathom being brought up that way. Regina, another student volunteer, was there too. She's cool. She gave me a ride home, so that was awesome. I didn't miss "Lost". Haha.

Speaking of "Lost", Matthew Fox is so hot. He's also very good at crying. Haha. If I were stuck with them on that island, I'd probably injure myself just so he can fix me. Kidding...or am I?

Weird thing happened in French class today. I was quietly studying when I looked up and saw that this guy who sits in the front row was looking at me. I mean, he was already looking at me when our eyes met, it wasn't like he just happened to look up when I looked up. It kinda freaked me out. I don't even know this guy. He seems okay, but I'm kinda freaked.

soundtrack so far for my Euro film:
1. "clocks" by coldplay (London/family montage)
2. "a quai" and the Amelie theme by yann tiersen (France montage)
3. "chiesa" by toshihiko sahashi (Oxford montage)

Yay for editing!