Hello, dear friends. Today was a long, hard day. Day two of my job training at school. I felt like the only new person there, as no one else was taking notes on all the procedures. People assured me that the job is easy, but to me it feels...I don't know, I'm just scared. Even though it's going to be like my last job (temp receptionist at an insurance company), I'm still uneasy.
Also, I think the boss HATES me already. Whenever he looks at me, I feel daggers. I feel daggers from everyone. Sigh. I'm moving out tomorrow, and I have this HUGE headache right now, I can't think straight. But I've made a decision, something that's been stewing in my mind for a while now, and you, dear reader, need to know.
I will be deleting this blog, "till human voices wake us", after my 281st post. Right now, this is post 272. Any number with two or eight in it is just good luck for me, so I decided to make it my 281st post. It's also the last three digits in my email. Here are my reasons for termination:
1. It's time. I really think it's time for me to move on. It'll be two years now on this blog, and I've loved every minute of sharing my life with you. But now with school, a job, Cinema Collective, and a position of President in Le Club Francophone (I just accepted today), I'm afraid I will have less time to keep up this blog. I think in keeping it, the content would suffer, (and in my opinion it's already suffering), and this blog would be useless.
2. Let go. I have a real problem of letting things go, and I want to get better at it. This is just one of those things I have to walk away from.
3. Love. No, I haven't fallen in love. I'm deleting this blog because I love you, dear reader, whoever and wherever you are. I love you, and I want you to get up from wherever you are sitting, and go love someone else. Use the time that you would have spent reading my posts to go out there and love someone in your own way. Love is so important right now, and the world needs more of it.
That's all I have to write for now. I'll make my 281st post more of a final goodbye, leave the blog up for a week or so, then delete it completely.
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OH Elaine. This makes me so sad. I understand your reasons - but I will miss hearing about your life. I will miss reading about your interactions with people in your life. I will miss watching you continue to blossom.
I will miss you.
Het,
Thank you so much for reading my blog and being with me through this vast interweb. I will miss you too. I really do hate letting this go, but I want to move on.
Elaine
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