this must be "cinema" week

Another post. I know I shouldn't post so much, I mean--I've only got an hour of internet a day! Actually, I had to increase it to 1.5 hours, because sometimes I need to use the internet for homework. I'm horrible. Anyway, this is seriously "cinema" week. A whole bunch of things are happening, doors are opening, things are looking lovely, and scary at the same time...

Just yesterday morning I was wishing for an opportunity to work on a student film, just so that I can have at least some experience. Went to filmmaking class, and S., a TA, was passing out flyers. Someone needs production assistants for his master thesis film. There were only so many flyers, and the last one got to me. This must be a sign. Funny, just the other day, I prayed to God to send me a sign whether or not Cinema is the right direction because I just wasn't feeling it. I mean, I totally know that God wants me to learn French, but I wasn't sure about cinema. I know I want to major in Cinema, but is this what God wants for me? I just want to do what He wants me to do, what I am meant to do.

I met with the director today, and he has all my contact info and everything. I think I came off as ditzy and stupid again. God, why do I always do that? I was very honest and said that I have no experience but that I'm very eager to learn. He said he'll call me. They're filming for 10 days at the end of this month. I said that I was free on the weekends. He said he'll call me. I hope this works out. I want as much experience as I can possible get. I still have a bit of the Prufrock in me, but only the good parts, I think. Why does one have to be outgoing in this business? Wes Anderson doesn't seem veyr outgoing, but he gets movies made.