17 Oct.: French skit, archaeology mid-term
18 Oct.: Thrice's Vheissu released, Thrice performs on Jimmy Kimmel
19 Oct.: Le Club Francophone poetry reading
21 Oct.: paper due
24 Oct.: First Aid session for volunteer agency
25 Oct.: marine bio mid-term
28 Oct.: Halloween sleepover with friends
10 Nov.: go home for Dad's birthday
Obviously, the stuff I can't wait to get over with is all academic. I don't understand why I'm hating school so much. I only have three classes, but I only really care about one of them--French. I mean, I love to learn just as long as the teacher is good at what he's doing. But all I really want to learn is French and filmmaking. That's it. How sad it that? I'm not very interested in anything else right now. I hope I get out of this mindless funk.
Also, I don't know why I'm never really satisfied by the present or by the immediate present. It's always the future that I'm looking forward to. I'm not happy about today because I have loads to study, or tomorrow because I have to meet with my French group and work on our skit. And it irks me just a bit that I don't have much social activites in my calendar. I'm a bit of a recluse. I like being a recluse, but it just saddens me a bit.
Here's a funny pic I took a while back. Random, I know.
2 commentaires:
you are right. thanks for putting things in perspective.
i'm okay with the past. i mean, there are some things i regret not doing because i was my Prufrock self, but I've learned from them. yes, not being happy in the now is a pretty new thing. i haven't been happy with this semestre pretty much, which is why i look forward to it being over.
the future is a beautiful thing to me. which is why i have so much faith and hope in it.
i remember writing down my flight info right under "Jazmine's B-day" in my planner. haha. put your birthday wish list on your blog.
i know, what a weird bakery. too bad it was closed when I went. take care.
yay for recluses! haha.
you're right...i am mysterious!
love ya too! i miss so cal terribly.
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