sad and alone

There is a serious problem when an insurance agency lets the intern (that's pretty much what I am) be alone for 45 minutes on a flippin' Monday morning. Serious problem.

I would not feel guilty if someone shut this place down. Guilty for S., maybe because she'd have a hard time finding a part-time job like this. S. is my favorite by the way, and she's on vacation.

Came in late due to traffic (that was my excuse to D., I was actually late because I was watching the Today show), not knowing no one would be here, and D. got mad at me. Saying that they would get reported if someone wasn't in at the opening time. Screw.

D. asked me if I wanted to lunch with him. I am the epitome of girl power. I said no. Again, I don't want him getting to close to me. He sort of creeps me out. He asked me why I hate him or something along those lines, I can't remember. All I remember saying is, "Because it's fun." I am so horrible. You guys know, I'm a pretty nice person. Do you understand what kind of person would have to make me respond like this? Please understand.

Succumbed to my anger for being left alone and scolded at work and bought a Peach snapple to cheer myself up. It helped a bit. But I can't just keep doing this whenever screwy stuff happens. There has to be another way.

Watched "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" and "The Wedding Crashers". Only saw the latter because, who can deny a film with Owen Wilson and/or Vince Vaughn? Aside from the vulgarity and sordid, it was an okay film. I'm not into that kind of stuff. "Charlie" had some good parts. Still like the original though. Highmore was amazing. Depp was good.

I was a little sad when I found that I couldn't laugh with everyone else on certain lines or scenes. They just weren't funny to me. I felt like I was the only person not laughing. It was lonely and depressing. I just don't share the same sense of humor with the majority of the public, I guess. I mean, our senses of humor are not even in the same time zone or continent for that matter.

I feel as if the summer isn't going to get any better. It's just going to be about work and that's it, and for that I'm sorry. I wish I had other better beautiful things to write about.