I'm officially a French-Cinema major. So, I'm double majoring--it's not like I'm studying French cinema (which I might do later..haha). I can't believe I'm going to do this! I'm really excited. I'm also going to be the treasurer for the French Club next year! Woo-hoo! I'll be learning how to handle a budget and all the monetary stuff that comes with that, and I think that'll come extremely handy for when I have to finance my first film. Wow. It's like my future is building itself right in front of me.
I feel as if things are falling into place. Like the stars and planets are aligning in a way that suits me, that makes things favorable for me. Like how I got to go to that premiere, how I had such a great time at home, how I'm doing so well in French. It's nice, but there comes these moments when I think, "When is everything going to go sour? Tomorrow? Next week, maybe?" But then again, I think the reason I feel that everything is falling into place is because I'm so over confident, so optimistic, that I see the good things about everything that happens and the bad things don't faize me, that the bad things are overshadowed by the good things. So by being optimistic, I'm letting things fall into place. And the position things are in will always look good to me. Maybe I should stop now, philosophy isn't my forte.
My most unlucky moments though occur in the department that deals with anything that has to do with the opposite sex. Like today for example. The CK model was walking toward me, and at that moment I dropped a quarter. It had to happen. Like the goof I am, I just had to drop a quarter right when he passes me by. God, I felt like such a huge dork. Who drops a quarter at a more inappropriate time? It could only happen to me. Right when I picked it up, and he had walked by, I thought, "Very funny, God. You just had to let that that happen. Hilarious." I don't blame God for letting that happen. Looking back on it, it was a pretty hilarious incident. And it all goes back to my theory that God does these funny things to me to see how I would react. You're hilarious, God.
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my new radiohead/portishead list I've made
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yes, it is a rather hilarious moment. i'll put it in film, i just have to. people need to know that some girls just think that way about stuff that happens.
thanks you too, and i hope you would join me on this path, you know i can't do this alone!
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