Maybe it's me, but C. and I really have nothing to talk about. He came over last night, and we had dinner at the DC. I mean, there's more awkward silences than actual conversation it seems. And I kept thinking to myself, "God, am I boring? Am I boring him? Is this how it's going to be?" And this is just one guy! Is this how it's going to be for all the guys I'm going to meet? Maybe he's just boring. I don't know. He's sort of boring. But then again, I'm probably boring too. I feel like I don't have anything in common with him. Or that we don't have enough in common. Maybe I'm just doomed to be Prufrock forever.
L., our friend N. (from UCD), and I are going to see "Kicking and Screaming" tonight. I'm excited. I always get excited for Will Ferrell films now. He's so funny and entertaining. I totally need a laugh right now. And L. bought candy for me and herself at the Sweet Factory at the mall. So I'm going to go drown my sorrows with candy and Will Ferrell's banter. Why can't I meet a decent guy who shares my common interests? Why? Why? Is it because I'm listening to my ipod whenever I walk to and from class? Is is because I'm only in one club this year? Am I unapproachable? Do I scare people?
My wisdom tooth is coming in. I can feel it on my right side. It sort of hurts. I'll probably have them removed in June. Yikes! I'm scared, but sort of excited to be put to sleep. I wonder if I'll dream. Do anesthetized people dream?
in my candy bag:
1. peach penguins
2. gummy bears
3. chocolate covered pretzels
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don't worry about keeping up with my blog! glad to hear that you're better. i want to watch the life aquatic when i get home! i thought it was okay--this girl in front of me kept laughing at every single thing that was being said (most of it wasn't funny), so that really took the experience away from me. i need to watch it again.
thanks so much for the kind words! you know more about me than i know myself! you're right--we're both shy, so the process of getting comfortable around each other will probably take a while.
i wish we could hang out too! if you ever come to so cal during the summer, you can totally stay at my house (just let me know so i can tell my parents!), and we can hang out (during the time i'm not working!). take care!
i love you too! thanks for thinking i'm cool, even though i don't feel that way sometimes. haha. you too are way cool, and i'm so glad we met. we can combine forces and take the cinema world by storm! haha. sorry, that was cheesy.
you're not totally wrong about that visual! you've actually perfectly described what c. looks like, except the frames of his glasses are sort of thin and wiry, kind of like him. i'm wearing contacts now most of the time.
we can definitely go to disneyland and get $5 ice cream cones! haha. if all goes well, i might work at barnes and noble this summer.
don't worry about not writing in a while! i totally
understand.
to answer your questions: he does respond to stuff i say, and i respond to him too. how weird it would be if we didn't respond to each other! he's sort of boring in that...i don't know, this is going to sound weird though...we don't really share the same sense of
humor, and we don't really have anything to say to each other i guess.
you have to see "kicking and screaming" it was hilarious. will ferrell was in top form.
i'll make sure to ice my face when i get my wisdom teeth taken out! thanks for the advice.
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