Had my last meal of meat yesterday. I bought some take-out from Panda Express (orange chicken with steamed vegetables over white rice). It was good. If I was at home, I would probably had steak or something better, but you can't have it all. I ate my take-out in my room alone while watching "Pee Wee's Big Adventure" with director's commentary. I know--how sad and depressing is that. Although, "Pee Wee's Big Adventure" is a hilarious movie, and the commentary is quite enjoyable and informative.

It felt nice walking from church today. My roommate and I woke up early and got our ashes. It was cold out, but nice because we were walking, you know, constantly moving. So it was cold, but I was warm inside. And I loved the feeling in my cheeks. They were kinda cold, and I knew that they were pink and rosy because of the coldness. I love how that happens.

There's this guy in my speech class that I think is cute, and he looks really nice. So, in the beginning I thought that this would be cool, because maybe I can get to know him. Today, I was walking out of speech class, and he and his friend (who's a girl) were in front of me. I noticed that they started holding hands, and then I realized that they were a couple.

I was overcome by a strange feeling or maybe I was devoid of any feeling. I wasn't upset or anything, my heart wasn't broken or anything. It was just like, "Oh. He has someone...That's nice."