Spontaneous combustion

This entry actually has nothing to do with spontaneous combustion, I just thought it would be an intriguing title. I did do something today that was totally out of character and very spontaneous of me.

I was sitting in astronomy class waiting for class to start, by myself, mind you, because I have no friends in most of my classes. And that's the saddest, loneliest class I have because it's a huge class, and nobody sits by me. Enough about my loneliness. So I was sitting when I checked my cell, and my brother's girfriend had called me. So I called her back. She told me that she was going to Target and was wondering if I wanted to come. I told her I couldn't, that I was in class and all, but thanks anyways. I hung up.

I started putting my hair up in a ponytail, and then these two girls behind me started laughing. I don't know why. Being the Prufrock that I am, I thought that they were laughing at me. I don't know why I assumed that; I just did. I'm such a loser. Anyway, that's when I got up and just left the room. I left and didn't look back.

I called my brother's girlfriend and told her that I can go now because I've ditched class. Hahaha. She got all mad at me for ditching and all and told me not to tell my brother that she took me out when I should be in class. I agreed. We went to Target, and I got to get stuff I needed.

So, that was nice. Being spontaneous and all. I remember walking away from class, across the quad, and seeing the boy with glasses walk past me on the same path. And I immediately thought, "Oh, a bonus." He didn't see me though. Again, invisible. It was nice, though. It was nice breaking away from routine. I know that if I hadn't skipped, I would not have seen the boy with glasses. Life's so bizarre. All the different paths we take every single day--it's amazing. One small choice, and everything's different. It's mind boggling. The outcomes are endless. It makes me want to spontaneously combust.

Haha.